Wednesday, November 28, 2012


Alaska Invites Adventure
 
Climb deep into the forest,
but escape before darkness reigns.
 
Take just enough water which one requires, the forbidden water is all around you, tempting your dry pallet and thirsty joints.
 
Don’t be fooled by the trails end,
the forest that has fallen,
it’s beauty and adventure awaits you.
 
Forage through nature’s challenges and obstacles, as you will be rewarded at the end of your journey.
 
Don’t listen to the voices of doubt, fear, fatigue, pain.
 
Listen to the deep woods, the moving water, the unrecognizable sounds of animals,
the songs of birds.
 
Listen to the footsteps on the damp forest floor, a deep inhalation of new breath, a groan of inner strength to clear a wide step.

Listen to the call of a bear warning, so to not surprise the hairy beast.
 

Written 7/15/2008 on the airplane ride home from Alaska.
 

Saturday, November 24, 2012


IT IS NOT A BIRD

Written Oct 8, 2011
 
Inspired by Adyashanti, a day at Spirit Rock Meditation Center
On my drive home from Spirit Rock, these are the things I saw, the words came so freely
 
It is not a bird
It is a hovering creature
instinctively swooping down to feast
solely for its own survival
to feed its existence

It is not a cow
It is a piece of flesh
grazing in its gated pasture
existing, but only to become one’s meal
at the end of its day

It is not fog
It is water droplets suspended in air
a visual backdrop
blanketing the sprawling hillside
 
It is not a deer
It is nature’s creature making common appearances
grazing or fleeing
in a state of panic or peace 

"The moment a little boy is concerned with which is a jay and which is a sparrow, he can no longer see the birds or hear them sing."
-
Eric Berne

"THE ROOKIE"
Snow Camping February 2004
The seed was planted in my brain the day I read the newspaper article “Snowshoeing in the Park” by Associated Press reporter, Brian Skoloff, dated January 24, 2004. I read it as an invitation…a calling…a challenge. If Brian and his friends could do it, then I could do it. I wished that I had done it. I wished that I was there with Brian and his companions. They had accomplished their goal. They celebrated and documented their memories, they had succeeded. Collectively, they had the experience that I wanted.  

I had just turned 35 and I craved freedom and adventure. However, this trip was more than just that. It was my inaugural, mom scoring a ”hall pass” trip.  My son Landon was two years old and as much as I needed a weekend away, my husband Clinton and Landon needed a weekend of bonding together. 

Accompanying me on the trip was my exercise buddy and dear friend Moddie Stone and her sister Andya. We knew that in order to prepare for the trip we should be physically fit and be equipped with a warm sleeping bag. I made my first outdoor gear purchase online, a cozy over-weight, bargain priced sleeping bag. The rest of our gear we borrowed or rented; self-inflating pads, a tent and backpacks.

We stayed with my sister Friday night in Moccasin, a small town nestled below the vast Yosemite wonderland. My Dad, who lives close by made a visit to do a pack check. He looked at our loads and shook his head in silence. I knew he was thinking we were inexperienced and underprepared.  I knew he was right but I felt we were prepared enough.   

We headed for Yosemite National Park Saturday a.m., destination – Crane Flat trail head. It was a crisp sunny day. We fastened on our snowshoes, loaded our packs and headed up the road. The snow was deep so to expend less energy we trekked through the already made cross-country tracks, which we later learned was improper trail etiquette (lesson one). Eventually we lost the ski tracks and would then trade off with the strenuous task of “breaking trail”.

Onward and upward we trekked. Hours went by and the big questioned entered our minds and muscles, when will we reach our destination?!? I begin to silently scope out an alternative camp. We were fenced in by forest on both sides and my rookie instincts told me to not set up camp in the trees. Not to mention I was completely obsessed with reaching our destination.

Daylight was dwindling and a decision needed to be made, leadership was necessary at this critical moment. “Just to the top of that crest” I proclaimed. “If it’s not there then we’ll set up camp amongst the trees.” Just as I made my statement with dire disappointment, some skiers descended from the crest above us. Our trail angels made their appearance, and just in the nick of time. They brought great news that our meadow was just over the crest, waiting for our arrival. WE MADE IT! The meadow was ours; we had it all to ourselves. I suddenly felt exposed.

We set up our tent, relieved to get inside after post holing into the snow. We snuggled into our sleeping bags and nestled on our flat “self-inflating” pads. Minimal backpacking at its finest, no stove, no cooking. We feasted on cold pizza, a culinary delicacy when you are out in the wilderness.

The ground was painfully hard and our summer tent could hardly deflect the harsh freezing environment living outside (and inside) our tent. After a few sips of bourbon mixed with laughter, we tossed and turned in unison until glimpses of sun shined through our snowy crystalized tent. We had survived the night! In silence we backed up and headed down the trail as quickly as our snowshoes would take us. We stopped for a breakfast break only to find that our drinking water froze, our cliff bars were rock hard, and our bananas had turned black. How we craved a hot beverage and an edible meal. Within two hours we were headed back to civilization.

Even with all the mistakes we made, our trip was still a success and it was definitely a learning experience. We knew how to better prepare for the next trip.  Speaking of next trip…”where to next ladies?”

And so the seed had flourished, into a deep passion for adventure.